WHERE womb, MOTHER?!

"Brother, I'm pregnant."

"I'm not ready." Replied the man.

The woman bowed. Her heart was breaking. Destroyed his future. Like a painting on the sand made by him and his girlfriend in parangtritis when their love was passionate, but within seconds the waves to remove the painting.

"You just have to choose, me or your son." He says coldly.

"Mas mean?"

"Drop your womb."

"Content you? This is also your son mas! "

Atmospheric measuring 4x5 meter room was getting stuffy. Mimi is now the woman's name, should be troubled by the choices made man she loved, even though he knew Ray's ex-IDUs. But he had promised that he would change the first Ray to be a good boy, even Mimi willing to do anything for the sake of Ray, including giving up her purity. Arrives because he knew all this time Ray also loved him very much and will always be with him until he graduated from high school, and finally rocking.

"Well, I'm going to abort obstetrician."

"Good, I will accompany you to see into the Mak Ijah tomorrow." Smile happily without any apparent sense to protect Mimi and her son.

***

Mimi morning were in front of a mirror, look looks beautiful with her hair shoulder length. But his eyes were blank stare that he was a murderer, he was really sorry to have to say something that does not deserve a mother say. But rice has become porridge, he just needs mental readiness before Mak Ijah.

Mak Ijah is owned by the village midwife as a midwife or as aborter. For some womenfolk in the village, Mak Ijah presence is helpful, but in addition, the figure is a frightening specter for the girls who have unwanted pregnancies and victims of rape. Because of the way Mak Ijah illegal abortion practice was very much of the code of medical ethics, the fetus does indeed fall, but how truly awful and Mimi could tear the uterus, even destroyed it.

"You sure with your decision?" Parents who already smell the ground staring deep into the eyes of the eleventh grade girls,

"Si .. ready Mak,"

Nothing feels buliran Mimi tears fell slowly, in pain, humiliation, resisting sin which he has done on his own unborn child as young as two weeks.

Every shadow of laughter with her friends crossed without permission,

"Mi, if you, would pass straight marriage huh? hahahaha "joked Surti

"Ndak lah, I want to work once, bahagiain my parents, Grandma could disambi college sukur Sur."

By drops of blood falling from Mimi smooth thighs, lower lip bitten, squeezed his hands tightly bed sheets until his veins visible, sometimes groaning and roaring breath berpaduan produce sound sad, very excruciating.

"Mimi, bad! Parmi already married! "Exclaimed his friend Atun with panic.

"Huh? Are you really you tun? How can yo? "Said Mimi curious.

"He said he tek dah-containing first, the same thugs raped in an alley near the market when she was shopping. You know how it Mi, deserted alley right there and a bit dark. "

"Oh God, yes the Parmi nduk pity."

The recording will be nostalgic with friends and his friends always overshadow Mimi. He was still thinking why could happen like this in the history of his life.

He also thought, if the school can not remove all of a sudden when her parents reported she certainly did not remember the expression on the face his friend. Disgust mixed with pity. But Mimi could only hold shame. Added her gaping wounds with hujaman scorn from neighbors and ridicule from his brothers. Mimi parents also can only be silent, be silent because they are not able to do anything. All returned to their daughter,

"Mom, where Mimi first born?" Ask Mimi remembered when he was six years old.

"From here you know nduk palace." Replied the mother Mimi while showing her belly.

"What was his name in the palace bu?"

"His name is Mimi uterus, where you were born, kid."

Her tears fell again after the umpteenth time memories with his parents, especially his memories with his mother. But whatever it is their decision fully submit to the Mimi. And now Mimi choose candidates son decided survival Mimi and Ray. It's an amazingly powerful mental Mimi survived execute a given Mak Ijah.

A cassava tree trunk with a half meter long dark red with metallic smell in every corner of the room to make Mimi shudder, still with the pain he felt, Mak Ijah small bowl fetching dark green liquid which proffered to him.

"Drink this, nduk can reduce your pain."

Mimi extremely bitter taste that feeling to flow into the throat and ends at the stomach. Slowly just pain and fatigue she felt after downing two cups of herbal medicine Mak Ijah provide.

Outdoors Mak Ijah, Ray saw the look on his face grimaced Mimi sore.

"It hurts yes dear?" Tanya Ray frowned yan to feel pain experienced by her boyfriend.

"Yeah mas," the short answer is signaling its disappointment that Ray would do this all with him.

Mimi her arms around her waist, led her into public transportation.

***

For days, weeks, and months have passed Mimi to throw away the memories which can create a moody and silent in front of the mirror. He thinks now is the fate of the continuation of her life with Ray, Ray is still faithful to accompany post-abortion, Ray is now accepted to work in the furniture factory across the village, although only four months working for a living for Mimi even though they have not been officially recorded at KUA, but Ray was so responsible to fulfill his promise to Mimi.

Ray Early in the morning to go to work, because the distance across the village spent two hours with the motor, and then go home the middle of the night once. Mimi is always awake when Ray came home, she String together the warm water and coffee every Ray home. But night time is very different from usual nights. Mimi feeling really upset, confused mixed feeling worried Mimi without obvious cause.

Smart smart as squirrels jump, but in the end it can not always jump far and to the right, the squirrel kahirnya fall into the abyss. It turns playing Ray caught philandering with women across the country. It just happened, so fast, when Mimi kissed her perfume on his shirt. But he did not say anything. On the second day he found her lips shaped red cap at Ray handkerchief. His heart was restless just added, plus Ray no longer go home at night. She came home at dawn today!

And on that day when he found a small pelastik flavorful wine that turned out to wrap a condom! How crushed feelings. Absurdly sad, dizzy head could no longer hold back the tears roar that was flowing in the young woman's cheek. Of course Mimi feeling shattered, he immediately clarify evidence he found it as he had come home.

"Mas, mas please answer my question."

"Mi Come on, I'm tired. I want to rest now. This weeks work a lot. "He said, turning away in front of him.

Ray pressed and Mimi finally asked to be taken to her parents' house that day. Fortunately Ray does not do violence to Mimi that has occurred in some such similar household household Mimi and Ray. With fine Mimi Ray drive home.

How sore was on hearts, as long as this remains Mimi positi8v thinking to Ray, this time he still keeps in Ray does not repeat the mistakes of his past. But is this return? Family guesses that Mimi and Ray's relationship will not last long. And she did occur, Mimi return to the bosom of mother and father.

Ray cursed his father, while his mother nags just hug Mimi Mimi equally crying, not touched, but lament the fate sematanya girls. Mimi ran to her room and was still sobbing in the corner of the bed, hugging her daughter tightly stuffed screaming so loud. Mentally down. Now he can no longer think clearly. Randomized decrypted using the doll room.

"Astaghfirullah Mimi!" Cried her mother opened the door Mimi.

"Sir!! Father!!! Mimi sir! "Mimi approached the mother who lost control and central slumped on the floor with breath that is still struggling. Mimi as she hugged her husband shouted.

"Sir!! Mimi sir!! Nduk seek forgiveness. Seek forgiveness! "

Mothers do not realize that Mimi Mimi thigh red liquid flowing fresh.

***

"Not lelooo, lelooo lelooo ledung, sweet child, do not you cry. Do not cry anymore ya boy ya. Mother later bought a cake for you. hihihi. "

Mimi body is very thin, like a skeleton wrapped only by skin. As she rocked her favorite doll. Redundantly woman talking to inanimate objects that he interspersed chuckle and sometimes sobs turned into anger instantly. Mimi is now the first flawless beautiful middle-aged women who suffer from mental disorders.

One more white-haired woman approached Mimi, with the body slightly bent, but he forced his steps with a tray of lunch for Mimi,

"Nduk, eat first yes. Nda let you starve. This same mother coocked bandeng fish favorite kale stir. Here Come the mother tray "said the old woman.

Mimi body rebelled, threw trays Mimi mother brought up the contents scattered. Mimi sudden screeching and screaming, clutching his stomach.

"My uterus! Where mothers womb ...!! "

----------THE END--------

Peranan Media Sosial dalam Pendidikan

 

Jakarta-detik.com - Bersama dengan perkembangan zaman, maka proses belajar mengajar di sekolah dan bangku kuliah turut mengalami perubahan.

Dalam konteks TIK (Teknologi Informasi dan Komunikasi), penetrasi gadget yang begitu deras telah mengubah paradigma pendidikan menjadi technology-based. Namun, ke manakah sesungguhnya arah perubahan tersebut?

Perkembangan Manusia Bersama Gadget

Menurut Jean Piaget, bayi mulai mengembangkan sensor motorik mereka pada usia antara 0-2 tahun. Pada saat itu, bayi mulai belajar mengkordinasikan segenap organ tubuh, dalam rangka mengasosiasikannya dengan obyek eksternal.

Hanya saja, perkembangan TIK yang begitu deras telah menyebabkan bayi pada usia tersebut tidak hanya mengkordinasikan motorik mereka terhadap obyek seperti kursi atau bola mainan, namun juga terhadap gadget.

Di era sekarang ini, telah lahir generasi digital native, yang sudah sangat familiar terhadap TIK dari usia sangat dini. Walaupun tentunya masih dibatasi terhadap aplikasi pendidikan usia dini, namun sudah ada pada usia 1-2 tahun (toddlers) yang sudah sangat fasih dalam menggunakan gadget, terutama tablet.

Hal ini yang mengakibatkan bagaimana generasi digital mencerap informasi, dalam rangka proses belajar, sudah sangat berbeda dengan generasi pendahulu mereka.

Sebagai contoh, generasi digital sudah terbiasa mencari informasi pada Google dan Wikipedia untuk membantu menyelesaikan pekerjaan rumah mereka. Akan tetapi, ada satu tools yang berbeda dengan yang lain.

Tools ini dapat mendiseminasi informasi dalam jumlah sangat besar, bahkan membagikannya ke seluruh dunia dengan cepat. Tools ini adalah 'senjata pamungkas' bagi generasi digital untuk mendidik diri mereka sendiri. Ia adalah media sosial (medsos).

Medsos: Menurunkan atau Menambah Prestasi?

Secara psikologis, memang medsos seperti pisau bermata dua. Ia dapat meningkatkan dan menurunkan prestasi belajar, tergantung bagaimana pemakaiannya.

Bagi generasi digital, teori 'six degree of separation' yang melandasi perkembangan medsos, adalah jembatan mereka untuk mengumpulkan informasi sebanyak-banyaknya dan dari siapa saja.

Hanya pertanyaannya, dengan 'ledakan' informasi yang begitu rupa, bagaimana pengaruhnya ke proses belajar mereka?

Jika kita membaca berita atau beberapa literatur, memang medsos memiliki potensi untuk menurunkan prestasi belajar. 'Ledakan' informasi, ternyata justru dapat mengakibatkan meningkatnya apatisme generasi digital, terutama dalam konteks prestasi belajar.

Penggunaan medsos yang tanpa kendali, akan mengakibatkan pembelajar melupakan tugas utama mereka di sekolah atau bangku kuliah, dan memilih memasuki dunia virtual tanpa batas.

Satu hal yang seyogyanya kita pahami, cyberspace tidak jauh berbeda dengan hutan belantara. Kita bisa menemui bunga yang indah, atau buah yang enak, namun juga bisa diterkam binatang buas.

Bisa kita istilahkan, hiper-realitas akan lahir, dimana kesadaran dari pembelajar tersebut 'terhisap' dan menghilang dalam pusaran limbo cyberspace, yang dimotori oleh Medsos.

Hiper-realitas akan mengakhiri konsep diri siswa akan berprestasi baik, sebab perbedaan dunia nyata dan maya akan kabur secara total.

Jika membayangkan medsos, baik itu Twitter, Facebook, Google+, dan lainnya sebagai limbo cyberspace, memang hal tersebut dapat menjadikan kita skeptis terhadap perkembangan TIK.

Namun, satu hal yang seyogyanya kita pegang, adalah premis 'teknologi tidak pernah bebas nilai'. Apakah maksudnya? Di sini pendidikan memegang peran penting dalam membekali siswa terhadap 'limbo tanpa batas' tersebut.

Pembekalan tersebut tidak mungkin berupa Great Firewall seperti milik RRC, sebab sensor seperti itu pada akhirnya akan bisa diakali juga. Pelonggaran sensor seperti yang dilakukan negara-negara barat juga tidaklah ideal, sebab terkadang perversi seperti Child pornography yang walaupun dilarang, juga dapat terjadi.

Di sini peran orangtua dan guru sangatlah penting untuk mendidik siswa menghadap dunia tanpa batas tersebut. Bagaimana cara mendidik mereka? Salah satu yang penting adalah mendidik anak untuk jujur.

Jika anak sudah didik jujur dari awal, maka mereka akan dapat melaporkan ketidaknyamanan yang mereka alami terhadap orang tua dan guru. Salah satu faktor pendukung disini adalah pendidikan agama dan moral yang baik.

Kemudian yang tak kalah penting, orangtua dan guru harus memberi teladan yang powerful terhadap siswa. Jika orang tua dan guru memang berperilaku baik, jujur, dan terus terang, maka otomatis siswa juga akan menirunya.

Teladan tersebut akan semakin kuat diterima siswa, jika guru juga menguasai medsos dan segala fiturnya.

Diseminasi Informasi Pendidikan via Medsos

Terlepas sisi kompleksitas yang kita sajikan di atas, ternyata medsos juga berguna dalam proses belajar-mengajar itu sendiri. Fitur notes pada Facebook, misalnya, dapat digunakan untuk sharing catatan kuliah.

Sementara itu, kuliah tweet (kultwit) pada Twitter dapat digunakan untuk menjadi pointer terhadap perkuliahan atau pengajaran itu sendiri.

Telah banyak sekali organisasi siswa dan himpunan mahasiswa yang telah memiliki akun Facebook dan Twitter, dan melalui media tersebut, para konstituennya dapat saling berbagai informasi yang terkait akan sekolah atau kuliah mereka.

Seyogyanya, orang tua dan guru mengarahkan siswa atau anak mereka supaya menggunakan medsos ke arah ini. Walau pada akhirnya informasi negatif di medsos dapat saja sampai ke siswa, namun 'pengkondisian operan' yang konsisten terhadap fitur positif medsos akan menyebabkan mereka dapat memfilter informasi apapun secara mandiri.(Penulis: Arli Aditya Parikesit - detikinet)

Foundation Vocational Education and Skills of Vocational High School

we gain knowledge here ..
we get happiness as a teenager school here
we get friends, parents and experience towards maturity was here

With the teacher forces numbered approximately 30 people, with all our heart we learn to be a human being that would be useful for the development of religion, parents, and the state.
many exciting experiences for our students to be here, even with a fairly remote location and mingle with the crowd darti settlements.
we can still do well on the inside and outside of school.
example: we've held a commemoration of Kartini Day by organizing a cooking competition with traditional dress.

in fact we can produce tasty dishes even in our very difficult process because the clothes we wear.
then outside of school if we follow some teen community schools of the district to the province.
the teachers in our school have incredible patience!
they never stopped encouraging us to continue to work and grow the entrepreneurial spirit so that one day we can be independent in the business world.

Come on up! Sports Morning Blind Many Benefits!

Jakarta, Most people are not so crazy about the sport in the early morning, especially on a holiday. Though the sport in the early morning many health benefits you know. Get up, do not be lazy!

Exercise has many benefits, especially when done in the right time, one of them in the early morning. Here are the benefits you can get if diligently exercising in the early morning, as reported by Dailyhealthpost, Saturday (04/13/2013):

1. Better cardiovascular impact

One reason for the run on the treadmill is to improve heart health. Well, in the early morning exercise can actually increase the impact of exercise on the heart.

Why? One of the body's natural way to make you get up is by increasing levels of hormones such as adrenaline, which causes the heart to beat faster. This means you can some additional benefits to cardiovascular when exercising in the morning.

But if you have a heart problem, talk with your doctor about exercise in the morning, because studies have shown that the extra activity of the heart can cause chest pain and heart attacks even in people with underlying issues.

2. Increase brain power

Exercise has been shown to improve mental focus and acuity to 10 full hours post exercise. If you force the sport after work, you can not take advantage of the benefits of having to break the night. Exercise in the early morning meant both brain and body in good shape throughout the day.

3. Better weight loss

If you exercise to lose weight, the morning is the optimal time to exercise it. Exercise in the morning has been shown to suppress the desire to eat less throughout the day. Even exercise in the morning to make the body burn calories faster and more efficiently throughout the day.

4. Produce more energy

Sports releasing compound that makes you feel comfortable and happy, such as endorphins that improve mood and energy levels, the effects of which can last until late afternoon if you are exercising in the early morning. Plus, exercising in the morning can help you sleep better than when exercising at night.

Importantly, teach the children take lunch early

Jakarta (ANTARA News) - Allowing children to bring lunch to school is considered as important for the future health of the younger generation.

According to The Center for Health Promotion Health Ministry confirms Lily Sulistyowati Sriwahyuni​​, the best time to educate bring lunch to school is as early as possible.

"Children grades 1-3 elementary school still listen to the parents, if socialized from an early age, she will have a healthy lifestyle to large," Lily said in Jakarta on Friday.

Although the habit of bringing lunch to school does not continue until the child turns early or upper secondary school, Lily says the child will get used to looking for healthy food when it comes to buying food.

He added, recommended bringing lunch to school does not mean banning kids for snacks outside. Child is okay as long as the snacks that parents can control their children eat healthy food, so Lily.

Friends, Autism Not a Mental Disorder!

Jakarta, Children with autism often say stupid children, and some even consider it a mental disorder. Some doctors are not giving enough 'attention' to it also considers autism occurs due to lack of parenting roles.
In order to celebrate the world of autism, Dr Dwidjo Saputro, Sp.KJ stated it was not true. He asserts that autistic children are not stupid especially mental disorders.
"Children with autism are not stupid, it's just that he have problems in brain development.'s Also not a mental disorder. Was also not due to psychological causes, but many factors, one of which genetic or chromosomal aberrations. Consequently they are experiencing developmental delays," said Dr. Dwidjo Saputro, Sp . KJ, chairman of the Association of Child and Adolescent Mental Health (Akeswari).
He expresses it in a seminar held by the Ministry of Health with the theme of Accurate Diagnosis, Education Right and Strong Support For Autistic Children Creating the Future Better, Tuesday (04/09/2013), housed in the Ratna Puri Hotel Sahid Jaya Hotel, Jalan Mh Thamrin Kav 103, Jakarta.
Dr Dwidjo also added that 70 percent of children with Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD) have an IQ of 20-70, but the rest have good cognitive. However, both are experiencing social disability.
He also revealed that not all children are gifted ASD, it all depends on the parents who educate and nurture him. ASD children should get full support from both parents to adapt.
Doctors say that this friendly innately ASD is not curable, but can be controlled and developed. With parenting and more attention from parents can make a child's ASD know their potential and self-confidence even autism.
"They could be confident although autism, family factors was decisive," added dr Dwidjo.
In this seminar also presented musical performances of the children with ASD. Some of them turned out to patients who successfully optimize Dwidjo dr despite her autism. (detikhealth.com)

SATU INDONESIA!

Salah satu tonggak sejarah terjadinya semangat kebangsaan dan persatuan bangsa Indonesia adalah adanya Sumpah Pemuda yang merupakan sumpah setia hasil rumusan Kerapatan Pemoeda-Pemoedi Indonesia atau dikenal dengan Kongres Pemuda II, dibacakan pada 28 Oktober 1928. Tanggal ini kemudian diperingati sebagai: "Hari Sumpah Pemuda".

Astra, sepanjang perjalanannya sejak tahun 1957 senantiasa mendedikasikan karyanya untuk kemajuan bangsa Indonesia, sejalan dengan salah satu butir Catur Dharma'Menjadi Milik yang bermanfaat bagi Bangsa dan Negara'.

SATU (Semangat Astra Terpadu Untuk) Indonesia:

Merupakan program-program yang mengejawantahkan dan menyemaikan 'Semangat' persatuan Grup Astra sebagai karyawan maupun anak bangsa yang terpadu untuk kemajuan serta persatuan Indonesia menuju bangsa yang sejahtera dan bermartabat.

http://www.satu-indonesia.com

ayo kawan, ikutan SATU INDONESIA bagi kamu yang masih remaja sebelum masa remajamu hilang.. (ciaduh, kayak apaan aja)

WORLD IN A MIRROR

The spectrum of light

Log into the recesses of the soul

Reflects the dark side and the light of life

Giving an afterthought going hard

The struggle to maintain

A difference

My name Dewo, people said I was a freak, either at the point where they see strange. Already into its five-times I reflect on the mirror in my room, with a width of 50cm and 100cm length wood framed with a simple ornament, but understated, and that is in it just a little body with thin hair. That was me!

The image was so perfect in detail duplicate my body, from head to toe. For some reason since I know myself in the mirror, I started to like to linger in front of him. Staring at each angle and curve reflected that God created through the medium of my parents.

Seemed to not want any defects that may be etched on my face. So I really have to maintain and care for her. Not surprisingly, the white body getting clean, in fact I can say that pretty boy. Let's say I'm strange, quasi-clean, kemayu or whatever it is, I'm not ignoring their words. From childhood was never interested in playing with boys with robots, kites or their soccer ball. I'd rather play with girls, because I think the, they have sensitive feelings and not care to play with them. One time I tried to join to play with boys, but what I get is ridicule of them,

"Heh sissy! Already, play only with girls. You're not content to play with us know. Huh! Basic sissies! "

I immediately ran home crying. Parents and sisters also knew that if I actually also have feminine and very sensitive. But they still advised me to play with boys. As a result, I'd rather be alone than to play.

I come from a family with an average economic downward or less capable. I am the third child of five siblings, two sisters are married and I live with both my parents and my sister who works as a daily laborer.

Currently, I am a third semester student at a private vocational school in Yogyakarta, since I've been eyeing junior finance major in accounting courses (there are only two majors at the school, the Light Vehicle Engineering and Accounting). I think about the number crunching is a fun activity rather than run in blazing that make the skin more dull (I'm really critical people in terms of health care). But what makes me upset when first entering the student orientation is, why in this class there is only one guy?! And that's me! Feelings of inferiority and shame could arise at that time. More and more excruciating.

There is only one alternative solution of the problem is to vent! Ya! However curhatku only to mirror everything that is going on just my feelings stirred at the only mirror in my room! Actually, I started to think of the mirror as a childhood friend had. I mix about discomfort when friends light vehicle engineering guy (TKR) is often scoffed at me when I was still in one semester (although even now still taunted!).

And I think until then ya just cerminlah safest place to vent and ternyaman I had, considering I was a shy and slightly kesuliatan in communication to establish a relationship. Maybe people would think I was crazy for talking to the mirror, but please note that I do not care what anyone says.

One of my unpleasant experience curhatkan memalui mirror is when the boys of the class who are always happy bothers TKR.

"Girls .. suiitt .. suuiitt ..! "taunted them while I was walking in front of them.

"Lady, where are you going anyway? Hahaha! "

It's very frustrating, so it feels like punching them in the face one by one so that they stop mocking me again.

I can only accelerate the pace down and into the classroom.

There is another curhatanku in the mirror when I was told that there was a teacher at my school, so I hate sports. It happened like this.

As I stepped on the second semester, my class gets a small gym class in conjunction with the fifth semester grade TKR dominated by boys. Automated material sport is a game that favored them, such as football. Mr. Eko course the gym teacher told me to join a group of boys, well that's where the hazing among seniors and younger classes occur. 're Dead I was made the butt of them on the pitch! Of course I did not dare to oppose them because of physical comparisons and the number of those who are not fair to me, in conclusion, I Just resigned to become a "doll" them. And strangely, the teachers do not respond to anything that happens to their students who are this cute ..

In fact, I laughed my classmates and blamed by Mr. Eko

"You're sporting intentions or not anyway?! On the field, why even a statue! "

"Hahahahahaha ..!"

Really can not forget the events for life.

While curhatanku the happiest of my life was when I put my heart to someone, That was three months ago. Mirror, I was embarrassed at hadapmu when I tell you a story of my first romance Adi, son TKR my year. Mirror, you must be wondering why I could put her heart right? He is the perfect man for me, besides handsome, mind and character very well! Only he's a guy at school who would understand my nature. Do not know why I'm interested in the creature called man! I also had to wonder to myself on every night, where I was kneeling on my tears when my love for same-sex desires more passionate. What else when I met him! But the love story ends terlarangku because without my knowledge, he was already having a girlfriend women. Granted I have not told my heart to him, for some logical considerations in humans generally, and I thought how could a straight guy like Adi has the same feeling with the same sex with him!

Mirror .. you know? While Adi could not be my first love (hiks.. Sob ..), but he was the best friend I have, of late we add the familiar, even I had missed to confide to you a mirror. I was the introduction of a community where youth of this community to be a place for teenagers "weird" like me. There meraka so welcome and care of each other. The community is made up of the young high school / vocational school, both public and private. The community was named YOUTH FORUM (YF). In YF I learned to appreciate, respect and be brave.

No wonder Adi can accept my existence, lha wong he had plenty of experience of organizing! In fact, he is now the chairman of the YF.

Mirror .. though now I have a better place to vent, but I still will not forget you anyway :) I'll write your name on the book diaryku. In YF I know who I am, why I am different from most men, and why I have a passion for the same sex. I began to find my identity through knowledge terbesit had never in my mind. I now like being born again! My spirits to fight for the rights of young people in terms of reproductive health and sexuality so tempestuous!

Of course, friends of the school was so stunned to see a drastic change that I experienced since I know YF. I'm more active in asking questions during the lesson. I also no longer a laughing stock or a target seniors. There are even some friends girlfriends who started toward me, but I respond by giving a fairly wise decision.

1. ***

Mirror .. you know? a month ago I started to learn to love the girl you know, the first girl I approached was named Mia, a girl he had two semesters of accounting majors. Where we invented that is in the school library, I first express my feelings to her,

"Hmm .. Mia, I want to talk to you .. "

"Dewo, I also want to talk with you .."

Our eyes caught something that makes your heart pounding.

"Mia, actually .. actually .. ak .. akuu .. love with you. "Somehow my face at that time, he too had the same feeling with me!

These days we passed together, but humans can only plan, then only God who determines our fate, when Mia was I approached to start the journey my first love. God called him because he was suffering from brain cancer .. indeed a tragic scene at once romantic, I expressed my feelings at times last! But I ikhlaskan all that, I believe that God's plan is more beautiful than what we had planned. : ')

Mirror .. unfinished grief turns up here, three days later I lost my best friend, someone who I think is his, he has taught me to be more strong and more mature when I faced problem after problem. Ad. The accident kept him in the hospital stay, as his head hit the pavement. when on the fifth day I visit her. He was told, "Wo, I wish one day we could bring YF mission together, but if I can no longer move with you, promise me if you can make it happen!"

"Yes! I promise Adi .. so you hurry up well, we'll be together again struggled with YF. "I whispered. Then I immediately invited my friends Adi who turns to visit him.

I sat in the waiting room with the teachers also visited. My feelings then it can not be quiet, nervous and sad for the loss of Mia will happen again with my best friend. As lightning struck my heart, my legs buckled instantly when suddenly a deafening screams rang out from the ward where Adi treated. I find the eyes of the people who surround the bed Adi was in tears. I was unable to approach the body which had been covered adi white cloth.

Messages that Adi gave me a final sentence of his mouth.

Mirror, now my days back itself .. the people I care about suddenly go one by one. No! I should not be sad constantly! I still have the YF! I had to realize YF petition in accordance with the last message he requested Adi to me! YF members entrusted me to lead the YF replace Adi. Later I overhauling YF stewardship program new work, to make it more intense meeting with stakeholders to realize the expectations of Adi.

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We held several hearings with district stakeholders and networking with Youth Villages and other youth community to socialize the importance of education of adolescent reproductive health (ARH). Besides, we also provide socialization to some junior high perceived lack of knowledge about the ARH. After some fighting on the activities related to ARH education curriculum in order to enter or Mulok. Right on the sixth anniversary YF, we finally got a positive response from the Regent. Regents with related agencies to discuss the draft decree on education KRR to serve as Mulok or Extracurricular shall commensurate with the scouts.

Mirror, YF birthday, we pray for YF build a better future, I'm also grateful that my hopes, expectations Adi, and certainly hope YF has materialized ..

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Mirror .. You're the only witness to the journey of my life, bitter-sweet we spent together, I also got a valuable lesson from you: YOU CAN NOT CHANGE THE ERRORS WILL YESTERDAY, BUT YOU WILL BE STARTING THE NEW WITH MIRROR ERROR YESTERDAY.

SIAPA AKU SEBENARNYA? (FICTION STORY)

Hari ini
Hari esok
Dan hari yang lalu
Aku torehkan, tinta kehidupan
Yang meresap
Dan mengecap
Sebagai ayat hambaNya
Tuhan Maha Adil,
Aku tahu itu,..

     Hari ini terasa panas sekali, ingin rasanya mandi menggunakan air es, huft.. sayang sekali, tugas minggu ini benar-benar padat, dan semua harus selesai dalam waktu dekat.. aku berpikir bagaimana mengatur waktuku yang tidak lama menjadi benar-benar tepat.

     Aku hidup dengan seorang yang ku anggap ayah, aku seorang pelajar SMK kelompok bisnis manajemen jurusan akuntansi yang berkutat dengan angka-angka dan kolom-kolom jurnal. ketika aku berangkat ke sekolah pada pagi yang 'gerah' itu, saat itu juga kejadian yang tak disangka terjadi pada diriku!

     Aku terbiasa melewati jalan tikus (gang) supaya lebih cepat sampai sekolah, aku sebenarnya juga kurang menyukai jalanan yang begitu ramai dan lebih menyebalkan ketika banyak pasang mata tertuju padaku! (GeEr!).

     Nah, di sana aku berpapasan dengan beberapa pelajar yang berseragam denganku namun nampaknya mereka dari sekolah lain, dan sepertinya aku mengenal mereka! setelah berpikir seribu kali (lebay!), aku pun ingat siapa mereka sebenarnya! ya! mereka merupakan musuh sekolah kami, karena kami selalu berebut juara pada pertandingan apapun, baik olahraga, kesenian, olympiade dan kejuaraan apapun.

     Aku menunduk supaya wajahku tidak terlihat, tapi.. Gawat! rencana untuk tidak terlihat mereka gagal! (bodoh!), "Hey! kau! Kau anak SMK Harapan Bangsa bukan?!" Gertak salah satu diantara mereka yang berambut merah menyala seperti habis disiram air manggis! "Kau mau rokok?!" Sambung anak di sebelah kanan anak berambut pirang.

     "Maaf, aku buru-buru, maaf." sengaja aku percepat langkah kakiku agar segera terlepas dari cengkraman singa liar. "Eits, tunggu dulu lah kawan, kenapa kau terburu-buru sekali sih?!" Tutur anak berambut pirang dengan tangan besarnya memegang kerah bajuku. "Ampun kak, aku memang terburu-buru, kau mau apa?"

tuturku gemetar, takut kalau-kalu aku dikeroyok mereka lalu aku mati konyol di gang sempit yang jarang dilewati orang! (Ohh, tidak..!!)

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