"Brother, I'm pregnant."
"I'm not ready." Replied the man.
The woman bowed. Her heart was breaking. Destroyed his future. Like a painting on the sand made by him and his girlfriend in parangtritis when their love was passionate, but within seconds the waves to remove the painting.
"You just have to choose, me or your son." He says coldly.
"Mas mean?"
"Drop your womb."
"Content you? This is also your son mas! "
Atmospheric measuring 4x5 meter room was getting stuffy. Mimi is now the woman's name, should be troubled by the choices made man she loved, even though he knew Ray's ex-IDUs. But he had promised that he would change the first Ray to be a good boy, even Mimi willing to do anything for the sake of Ray, including giving up her purity. Arrives because he knew all this time Ray also loved him very much and will always be with him until he graduated from high school, and finally rocking.
"Well, I'm going to abort obstetrician."
"Good, I will accompany you to see into the Mak Ijah tomorrow." Smile happily without any apparent sense to protect Mimi and her son.
***
Mimi morning were in front of a mirror, look looks beautiful with her hair shoulder length. But his eyes were blank stare that he was a murderer, he was really sorry to have to say something that does not deserve a mother say. But rice has become porridge, he just needs mental readiness before Mak Ijah.
Mak Ijah is owned by the village midwife as a midwife or as aborter. For some womenfolk in the village, Mak Ijah presence is helpful, but in addition, the figure is a frightening specter for the girls who have unwanted pregnancies and victims of rape. Because of the way Mak Ijah illegal abortion practice was very much of the code of medical ethics, the fetus does indeed fall, but how truly awful and Mimi could tear the uterus, even destroyed it.
"You sure with your decision?" Parents who already smell the ground staring deep into the eyes of the eleventh grade girls,
"Si .. ready Mak,"
Nothing feels buliran Mimi tears fell slowly, in pain, humiliation, resisting sin which he has done on his own unborn child as young as two weeks.
Every shadow of laughter with her friends crossed without permission,
"Mi, if you, would pass straight marriage huh? hahahaha "joked Surti
"Ndak lah, I want to work once, bahagiain my parents, Grandma could disambi college sukur Sur."
By drops of blood falling from Mimi smooth thighs, lower lip bitten, squeezed his hands tightly bed sheets until his veins visible, sometimes groaning and roaring breath berpaduan produce sound sad, very excruciating.
"Mimi, bad! Parmi already married! "Exclaimed his friend Atun with panic.
"Huh? Are you really you tun? How can yo? "Said Mimi curious.
"He said he tek dah-containing first, the same thugs raped in an alley near the market when she was shopping. You know how it Mi, deserted alley right there and a bit dark. "
"Oh God, yes the Parmi nduk pity."
The recording will be nostalgic with friends and his friends always overshadow Mimi. He was still thinking why could happen like this in the history of his life.
He also thought, if the school can not remove all of a sudden when her parents reported she certainly did not remember the expression on the face his friend. Disgust mixed with pity. But Mimi could only hold shame. Added her gaping wounds with hujaman scorn from neighbors and ridicule from his brothers. Mimi parents also can only be silent, be silent because they are not able to do anything. All returned to their daughter,
"Mom, where Mimi first born?" Ask Mimi remembered when he was six years old.
"From here you know nduk palace." Replied the mother Mimi while showing her belly.
"What was his name in the palace bu?"
"His name is Mimi uterus, where you were born, kid."
Her tears fell again after the umpteenth time memories with his parents, especially his memories with his mother. But whatever it is their decision fully submit to the Mimi. And now Mimi choose candidates son decided survival Mimi and Ray. It's an amazingly powerful mental Mimi survived execute a given Mak Ijah.
A cassava tree trunk with a half meter long dark red with metallic smell in every corner of the room to make Mimi shudder, still with the pain he felt, Mak Ijah small bowl fetching dark green liquid which proffered to him.
"Drink this, nduk can reduce your pain."
Mimi extremely bitter taste that feeling to flow into the throat and ends at the stomach. Slowly just pain and fatigue she felt after downing two cups of herbal medicine Mak Ijah provide.
Outdoors Mak Ijah, Ray saw the look on his face grimaced Mimi sore.
"It hurts yes dear?" Tanya Ray frowned yan to feel pain experienced by her boyfriend.
"Yeah mas," the short answer is signaling its disappointment that Ray would do this all with him.
Mimi her arms around her waist, led her into public transportation.
***
For days, weeks, and months have passed Mimi to throw away the memories which can create a moody and silent in front of the mirror. He thinks now is the fate of the continuation of her life with Ray, Ray is still faithful to accompany post-abortion, Ray is now accepted to work in the furniture factory across the village, although only four months working for a living for Mimi even though they have not been officially recorded at KUA, but Ray was so responsible to fulfill his promise to Mimi.
Ray Early in the morning to go to work, because the distance across the village spent two hours with the motor, and then go home the middle of the night once. Mimi is always awake when Ray came home, she String together the warm water and coffee every Ray home. But night time is very different from usual nights. Mimi feeling really upset, confused mixed feeling worried Mimi without obvious cause.
Smart smart as squirrels jump, but in the end it can not always jump far and to the right, the squirrel kahirnya fall into the abyss. It turns playing Ray caught philandering with women across the country. It just happened, so fast, when Mimi kissed her perfume on his shirt. But he did not say anything. On the second day he found her lips shaped red cap at Ray handkerchief. His heart was restless just added, plus Ray no longer go home at night. She came home at dawn today!
And on that day when he found a small pelastik flavorful wine that turned out to wrap a condom! How crushed feelings. Absurdly sad, dizzy head could no longer hold back the tears roar that was flowing in the young woman's cheek. Of course Mimi feeling shattered, he immediately clarify evidence he found it as he had come home.
"Mas, mas please answer my question."
"Mi Come on, I'm tired. I want to rest now. This weeks work a lot. "He said, turning away in front of him.
Ray pressed and Mimi finally asked to be taken to her parents' house that day. Fortunately Ray does not do violence to Mimi that has occurred in some such similar household household Mimi and Ray. With fine Mimi Ray drive home.
How sore was on hearts, as long as this remains Mimi positi8v thinking to Ray, this time he still keeps in Ray does not repeat the mistakes of his past. But is this return? Family guesses that Mimi and Ray's relationship will not last long. And she did occur, Mimi return to the bosom of mother and father.
Ray cursed his father, while his mother nags just hug Mimi Mimi equally crying, not touched, but lament the fate sematanya girls. Mimi ran to her room and was still sobbing in the corner of the bed, hugging her daughter tightly stuffed screaming so loud. Mentally down. Now he can no longer think clearly. Randomized decrypted using the doll room.
"Astaghfirullah Mimi!" Cried her mother opened the door Mimi.
"Sir!! Father!!! Mimi sir! "Mimi approached the mother who lost control and central slumped on the floor with breath that is still struggling. Mimi as she hugged her husband shouted.
"Sir!! Mimi sir!! Nduk seek forgiveness. Seek forgiveness! "
Mothers do not realize that Mimi Mimi thigh red liquid flowing fresh.
***
"Not lelooo, lelooo lelooo ledung, sweet child, do not you cry. Do not cry anymore ya boy ya. Mother later bought a cake for you. hihihi. "
Mimi body is very thin, like a skeleton wrapped only by skin. As she rocked her favorite doll. Redundantly woman talking to inanimate objects that he interspersed chuckle and sometimes sobs turned into anger instantly. Mimi is now the first flawless beautiful middle-aged women who suffer from mental disorders.
One more white-haired woman approached Mimi, with the body slightly bent, but he forced his steps with a tray of lunch for Mimi,
"Nduk, eat first yes. Nda let you starve. This same mother coocked bandeng fish favorite kale stir. Here Come the mother tray "said the old woman.
Mimi body rebelled, threw trays Mimi mother brought up the contents scattered. Mimi sudden screeching and screaming, clutching his stomach.
"My uterus! Where mothers womb ...!! "
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