This story tells about a real experience that the reader may already have heard or been a lot going on in the reader. and all the names and places that tell disguised in order to maintain the privacy and comfort.
This story began when the boy lived with all five siblings in a house plywood fit enough to live seven members of the family, father, mother, two sisters and two older sisters women do. the boy who is only a man feels himself a footstool when his father returned to the city to earn a living for her family. the boy who was going to class 2 STM land in the city where he lived very kebngungan remember learning needs to eat more and more while he always succumb to both the sister and brother to be able to learn. yes, the boy's sister was in school at that time, the first Rere are still in school at SMP Muhammadiyah 1 and Ayu are still in elementary school. Ayi and Eci while his brother worked in the management but at a different store, the first brother is ayi working in Muslim shops and ECI working in the gift shop. due to limitations of the increasingly urgent economists make the boy who likes to fantasize and wished to act bad in the eyes of society. every night he crept to the sound bianatang night, even the occasional rainfall cute face flushed. hasty step and breath made increasingly erratic heart beats. he was just doing routine work he had done for 2 weeks with the same feeling. only takes approximately two hours to complete the illicit activity that he did, that is taking "jimpitan rounds" of each house in the hamlet, sometimes the boy to operate until the other two neighboring hamlets, just for the sake of the stomach! and then the boy's eyes fixed on the house shooting and photography services provider, began roaring devil whisper result footsteps pitcher who are tempted to take a camcorder that is lying on the table was running smoothly. still with a troubled heart. The remaining morning can not be spent for the boy rest.
The second day the heart of the pitcher is still uneasy because he had to hide the stolen goods in tasnnya that he brought to school. because he thought was not safe to store valuables in the house. up in the morning when he operates, local residents know the boy suspicious actions in one of the houses. he caught into the homes. difficult days pitcher faced with feelings of guilt and disappointed parents could not avoid. until he had to deal with the police, crime reporter to the prosecutor and the judge in court. the boy who still go to school have entered the case of daily newspapers on the following day when the completed trial in court. fortunately, the judges decision is made to test the attitude of the pitcher. which means that if the pitcher attitude has not changed, the boy would sleep with other troubled children and it will be labeled as a bad boy!
the boy is now seventeen years old, meaning that the status of adolescent will soon disappear, but the boy remained a quiet child. He attended a private school before he left the country because the school decided to get out because the case and he often get bullyan of friends boyfriend. The school now he is reputed to be a pretty smart kid because his friends the average age sister Rere.
but still a great sense of curiosity that led to the boy could not stay silent. he started to try something new to the stomach. he became acquainted with the world in which sexual disorientation arouse more money. yes, he tried to establish a relationship with one of the gay and made an appointment. men who had just invited to meet named Dion, he invited the streets to one of the city's attractions pitcher. after satisfaction of seeing beautiful scenery and try to enjoy together with Dion, pitcher invited to enjoy the other things you've never felt before pitcher. diajaklah Buyung to Inns near the market. and it happened where the pitcher eventually try with some other men after the teganya Dion cut ties with Buyung, Dion with Buyung relationship only lasted two months. Dion and betrayal he regarded as the event that he considered such a relationship does not end well. and the boy decided to take revenge by offering himself to facebook, especially in special group of gay men seek sexual targets for paying their satisfaction with their sexual objects. Buyunglah one of them, the boy began to feel how to be a gigolo, though his body is not as smooth and as good as he had seen on the internet, but with a look cute and "virgin" the boy into his capital he thought were pretty good. until he had to get customers who want to be a partner because sorry to see the condition of the young pitcher into sexual vendors. time passed and the boy had to be where he should take his place UjianNasional gain knowledge, and over time the odd jobs that he went through already useless and he felt guilty at her. he decided to "fast" and refrain from the temptation that could make a relapse. and in fact was not entirely successful. if new 89% say the boy can survive. because the first factor is that he is not possible to change the number to a cell phone because it has three times the pitcher menggant cell phone number. and the number that are still owned by the customer and the ex. second, he walkin can say no when he opened the facebook account, and the third is the boy could memanagemen less sexual desires with good, so when it accesses the Internet at the cafe or HP, he always opens a porn site, although in the form of writing (short stories / novels dewassa).
Exam after the boy who is active in youth forums are open issues regarding adolescent reproductive health more diligent to test VCT or Voluntary Counseling Test namely voluntary counseling and testing for HIV status. the VCT to four, the boy get a positive result for a year .. Buyung fasting to not have sex too severe shock and did not receive the status. whereas during emnjajakan diripun he always wear a condom and was limited to oral. there are times when the boy did not use the 'safety' that when he came into contact with people who claim to want to make the pitcher partner. determines the boy who had the disease did not want to drag on in the fall. but the boy remains in the establishment to remain faithful to their partner who has one year to accompany him and accepted it wholeheartedly. partner even "run away" from Bernie adoptive parents being caught is a gay sexual orientation. the boy and his partner always support each other even in the course of his love walkin smooth as imaginable. there is a time when misunderstandings and miscommunication. the boy still maintaining cintanyya. he told his partner untu remain routine testing VCT / HIV. and recently a partner to test VCT at nearby hospitals and note that the results were negative. for while it safe thought pitcher and his partner. long story pitcher into a whip for him and hope that people around him who have the same sexual orientation with savety dem to keep their own future and the others of course. oh yes, the boy also had dared to open the HIV status to his family, and it is a shocking news for parents especially. but the boy being mediocre, even act like nothing happen to him. pitcher currently still a student at a state university in Yogyakarta and work as an employee, daily activities joggingnya also not be missed. he tried to control his health. regular exercise and eating a nutritious diet and regular rest will reduce the impact for himself that has become PLWHA (people living with HIV AIDS). And the boy also was ready when he would antiretroviral therapy (anti-retroviral).
(Pras-ed)
